The
Power of Prayer II
Time for Jesus?
Look at the center of your life and what
do you see? Do you see yourself there or God? Too often we become
assimilated, even engulfed by the little worries of day to day life
as we traverse this earth. Would you rather have the Lord by your
side as you walk through life or the many troubles we become obsessed
with? Do we take time to be intimate with Jesus as we would our
dearest friend? Do we even desire to be with the Lord or do we tell
ourselves “everything I do is grounded in faith? ” Have we learned
to see God as Abba, a sweet and tender father? Pope John Paul II
once said, “The greatest joy of all is the joy that comes from the
Lord.” While God certainly suffices in our relationship with our
Heavenly Father, that spiritual life is nothing if it is not shared.
Faith that is given away grows many times. So I share my prayer
life with you…
Doing Time?
As for me, well I would rather spend time with
the Lord, then do time in purgatory later. Prayer has made my life
on earth a joy to live. Prayer also constantly gives me joy and
peace that I have never known before. Not only do I take time for
Jesus I am simply taken with him - I am smitten and that is all
there is to it. Yet it was not always so. There was a time that
I was so constantly stressed by everyday life that I was not just
ready to pop…I was ready to explode like the Hindenburg zeppelin.
In the end, I found that without a prayer life, there simply wasn’t
any other life…not one that was worth while any way.
An Oasis in the Wasteland...
In the times in which we live, very few religious
have the time for purely contemplative lives. As I have told people
over and over, nuns who don't work don't eat. Whether the work is
paid of not, there is still work. To use a new turn on an old phrase,
if you can’t take the nun out of the stressful workplace you can
least take the stress out of the nun. Did I pray? Of course I did…I
am a nun…what my prayer life lacked however was structure…What I
needed was time set aside for the Lord and I to spend together.
I needed time to be intimate with my Jesus. Then, as a novice, I
found the following quote describing canonical hours:
“The day is like a journey
through an arid desert, but every three hours we come upon an oasis
that offers us the waters of grace and the cool refreshing shade
of heavenly assistance. Spiritually we may revive ourselves at the
canonical hours of prayer."
-Author Unknown
What I also found was that desperately needed
spiritual refreshment that gets me through the day. Whether I spend
most of an hour, as I do, at mid-day praying, or 10 minutes in the
middle of the afternoon...it helps my soul. In religious communities
there exists a term called “canonical hours of prayer.” Simply put
this a division of the day into eight periods, with psalms, readings
or prayers being said at each hour. The following will give you
an idea of what these divisions are, the intent is not to impose
a structure but schedule time to learn how tender a father God can
be.
Matins - The nighttime hours
Lauds - The hour at dawn
Prime - The first monastic hour of the day
Terce - Celebrated mid morning
Sext - Originally celebrated at the sixth hour
of the day (noon)
None- The ninth hour of the day (mid-afternoon)
Vespers -Celebrated at the approach of dusk
Compline - The last of the daytime offices, which
brings day to a close
An hour can have a special intention. In the evening
I will remember my Jesus' suffering in the garden and take the time
to console Him for all that this generation continues to do to Him.
I have learned the importance of praying to Jesus because He deserves
it...if our wicked generation is going to constantly re-crucify
Him, the least I can do for Him (after all He SAVED MY LIFE) as
a nun, and His wife, is to console Him. Most important of all, however,
is I have come to pray for the most important reason of all...for
the joy of it...because I enjoy prayer and the peaceful place it
takes me.
What's Love Got to Do with it?
Actually, EVERYTHING. In the process of taking
time to be intimate with Jesus as well as my dear Abba, I learned
more about prayer. As my did sister Therese once told me in a letter,
prayer should increase the fire of love within us. I learned to
lift my heart up to Jesus as well as my life. For the first time
in my life I took time to prepare for communion I found the truth
of the words my sister Therese used to describe her first communion…she
called it “love’s first kiss.” She described communion as “a fusion
of love.” I found a special love in communion I had never known
before.
Say What?
If you have not spent a great deal of time with
God, there is at times a concern of how to pray…what to say. Most
importantly simply talk to Abba. Therese didn't like formal prayers...she
just talked to God. That is all any of us need to. In fact, in "True
Life in God" God says the most efficacious form of prayer is
contemplative silence.
Peace be with you.
Sister
Juliemarie
of the Sisters of Embracement
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